12 September 20081:38 AM
Just when i thought...
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Mengapa kamu tidak menyuarakan?
I never intended any pain to happen,
I don't want to steal anyone,
I never did.
You just don't tell me how you feel,
And you too are driving me crazy,
The way it is, is like;
I help you but only sometimes you help me.
to told you don't layan her.
you layan anyways.
When you tell me not to layan her.
i don't. =(
SCHOOL WAS TERRIBLE.
PSB came with her matair. =,=' WSB step gerek. And a closeclose friend of mine didn't try to make me feel better.
So, I went along with my sec 2 friends. So you see, I go to them when I lose you. I don't go to them to lose you. You just don't see it that way. And;
love, idk what's happened,
that smile today,
wasn't a true one,
if the "you" you were just now was the true you,
idk who i love anymore,
i had a suckey day and you added to the burden.
1 month is on Tuesday,
will it be?
After school things got better, I went to CCK with scandal to do her ez-link but she needed a picture and she din hv one. tsk. So we went back to school. I passed up maths and i saw love. I told him i didn't wanna talk to him anymore because he didn't wanna respond to me. Seems like it'll be true.=( I don't wanna lose you. So then like, idk lah. whatever. Then I saw Buva love and we went to CWP. =) I got all my feelings off. She is so awesome to talk to. I love her =D. haha. Then I was sms-ing love. And he wasn't himself. Like seriously. Then he suddenly didn't sms me anymore. So i'm still waiting.
waiting for your, call i'm sick, call i'm angry....
Haih, effed up day. Luckly Pea's coming over to save me =) Then 2moro Halili. =)
I didn't start any rumours about you bitch,
I have better things to do.
How about you ask YOUR GODSIS.
Yes, because whatever i take action against comes from her.
whatever.
the both of you are the same.
you won't listen because you guys think that everyone loves you anyways.
OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES.
Beat me up lah.
come, I'm waiting.
BASTARD.
And my biggest mistake was meeting you and your girlfriend.
Not making her cry.
that is her problem
I'm not saying it's over.
I never will.
ILY too much =)
But why are you like this?
I just don't understand.
Your still my bestfriend,
no matter what.
Because althou you don't seem on my side,
I am always on yours.
You bitch
I hate you
You liar
I hope you rot in hell
I loved you alot.
I cared about you.
But you,
NEVER opened your eyes.
You saw HER as your best.
You saw HER as the only one.
and because of that,
she has manipulated you,
and your gone.
I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore.
I'm loosing my paitence.
I'm loosing my tolerance.
I've treated too many people way better than they deserve to be treated.
And in return i don't get the treatment I deserve. Except from you guys =)
I want the others to drown. To get hit by a car. To get murdered by some maniac.
You fcuking assholes:
GO TO HELL.
Get the HELL out of my life.