Sempatlah dirimu,

untuk memakiku secara senyap-senyap,

sudah pun ku meminta maaf,

sudah pun ku bersuka ria bersamamu,

tetapi dirimu hanya memainkan kebaikanku,

inilah sebabnya kadang-kala ku memakimu,

kerana perangaimu yang tidak dapat ku paham,

diantara pisahan hatiku ini,

masih ada yang menyuruhku memaafkanmu,

tetapi berapa kali?

berapa kali hendakku membiarkanmu melukaiku?

berapa kali hendakku membotol perasaanku?

xx

next year, better not be full of bitches. TOOOT.

MY blog will not be updated for a bit

byebye. =D

xx

I feel I am losing people dearest to me.

especially one. although she never knew how much she had touched me.

but

for me to think tt someone still does care?.

does she still?

yea, her advice is true;

"They are so immature because they don't learn what us riders do.

They don't know how to accept criticism, judgment. They can't take responsibility like we do.

They believe it's never their fault, but with us, because were taught that it is ALWAYS

our fault, never the horses, we take responsibility. We learn to forgive , be understanding and patient with horses, so this applies to people. They don't compliment and give people what they deserve although they have all the right in the world to get it, because they don't want to give them satisfaction, on the other hand, we have to compliment or reward the horse in order to gain it's respect. Just like with people, so never let people who tease you about riding put you down, because it is obvious, they are idiots. They are obviously those people who put others down. Now, in our point of view, we can choose to be either, the horse, which tolerates this shit until people finally LEARN / we take off and let them feel the pain, or we be the rider where we treat them as horses and slowly gain their respect,although there will be many "take off's" and "fall downs". but at the end of the day, we win. so if those people throw you off, get back right on."- that special someone, my dearest coach and role model =).

and that is the point. idc what to do/say anymore to you people.

seriously, no lies.

I took this picture, i didn't copy n paste the thing into it.

idk if you see what i see but tt is my room and a P-ish thingy.

byebye.

good luck.

=DDDDDDDDDD

I have no pictures. HAHA. yet?

Past few days was at RL,  training up for competition.

Terrengganu, NHS. like wtf. hhahahaah

staying in premula hotel or whatever.

so yeah, don't expect muchh online stuffffff.

"Shut up C, you've got no right to talk, unless your a C-cup."-

"Oh keep your eyes of my chest you perv!"-

 HAHA, you guys, we know who.

We played hide n seek. then we walked the trail, which means walking into the jungle. =D

then we walked down the that hill, then chickens flew. HAHAHA we screamed. like WTF! HUHUHU. well well, My ass and legs hurt. D shouted, "WHO'S GOT NO BOOBS RAISE YOUR HAND" wtf hahahahaha. and all the guys rose up their hands. and S said "ATHELY! YOUR BOOBLESS! RAISE UP YOUR HANDS" HAHAHA, she gave him a kick. hahahahah funfunfun =)

M and MJ. HAHAHA

Daddy. =,='

For some reason, he's photogenic?

putrajaya highway =D

Maepea.

this is a drink, that was awesome.

"homemade marshmallow", not poo.

BURUNG TOILET! jurong. haha

same phone???

MJ, Tori, Kipas.

Hardcore blue.

this was supposed to be, artistic. HAHA

I'm supposed to be MJ (Michael Jackson) 2moro. and i don't have a hat.

like, TOOOOOOOT.

byebye