25 October 20085:51 AM
Heartbroken
Sempatlah dirimu,
untuk memakiku secara senyap-senyap,
sudah pun ku meminta maaf,
sudah pun ku bersuka ria bersamamu,
tetapi dirimu hanya memainkan kebaikanku,
inilah sebabnya kadang-kala ku memakimu,
kerana perangaimu yang tidak dapat ku paham,
diantara pisahan hatiku ini,
masih ada yang menyuruhku memaafkanmu,
tetapi berapa kali?
berapa kali hendakku membiarkanmu melukaiku?
berapa kali hendakku membotol perasaanku?
Arjay said you did it, he said he saw you, he said Sylvia told him about it too. Now i understand why you were like that backstage. If you wanted to act/fake, make it full. I'd have rather not knowing, being ignorant than to know. If this was payback for what I did, whatever. Not that I care about what you said, it was the fact that I had said sorry and cried hundreds of tears the day before. I don't understand why, if you wanna forgive, please forgive, if you didn't, why did you? You make me life so much better, and screw it up at times. IDK already. I D K. But it was funny, what you wrote on the paper, very immature of you.
And you, can you stop looking into the mirror? so you can stop saying bitch. Maybe you were looking towards my direction but, there was a mirror in front of you right? Thats why you said bitch. because your referring to yourself am i right? well if I'm not, and you were referring to me, you must have made a huge mistake because the only bitch I know of in 1A is you.* I know it's lame. but because your lame, i need to write this in your language for you to understand right?* If you don't believe me, how bout we recall the time when that vandallised picture was in your hands, " Lets go show everyone"-H. and when i shouted back, "I wonder who's that bitch calling bitch". yea, totaly bitch. It's so sick that I'm going to the same class as you. It's fked up, it's terrible, it's unbelievable. IDK what the sex is your problem but to recall, i NEVER did ANYTHING to you bitch. And don't think she is totaly to you. if you haven't noticed, if she left your clique, everyone would. Because your such a bitch. and bitches don't have friends.
I hope he's ok, I hope he's alright,
My heart can't stop beating,
I'm scared, I'm nervous.
I pray he is safe now.
Because if he is,
We're gonna kick ass.
xx
next year, better not be full of bitches. TOOOT.