I feel I am losing people dearest to me.

especially one. although she never knew how much she had touched me.

but

for me to think tt someone still does care?.

does she still?

yea, her advice is true;

"They are so immature because they don't learn what us riders do.

They don't know how to accept criticism, judgment. They can't take responsibility like we do.

They believe it's never their fault, but with us, because were taught that it is ALWAYS

our fault, never the horses, we take responsibility. We learn to forgive , be understanding and patient with horses, so this applies to people. They don't compliment and give people what they deserve although they have all the right in the world to get it, because they don't want to give them satisfaction, on the other hand, we have to compliment or reward the horse in order to gain it's respect. Just like with people, so never let people who tease you about riding put you down, because it is obvious, they are idiots. They are obviously those people who put others down. Now, in our point of view, we can choose to be either, the horse, which tolerates this shit until people finally LEARN / we take off and let them feel the pain, or we be the rider where we treat them as horses and slowly gain their respect,although there will be many "take off's" and "fall downs". but at the end of the day, we win. so if those people throw you off, get back right on."- that special someone, my dearest coach and role model =).

and that is the point. idc what to do/say anymore to you people.