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Love is so overrated ;D
RajaAliciaBintiRajaAmin
Nis calls me Ali, Almost everyone calls me Aly, Alicia is fine too :D
If i told you I was a lil bit of German, a lil bit Chinese and a lil more of Malay, would you still love me?
06061995-now
do your calculations :)
I'm a gemini as you can see, and I like my life like this, not that
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I love my baldi too, veryvery much.
I'm into nice people, and i think guys look better with broad shoulders :O.
I'm also very attracted to shy guys. WOW
Personality over looks.
but looks is always a bonus!
I don't like being in love unless i really have to.
Don't say ily, cuz i get scared ;D
well hanisah is an exception
Single? Me? Heee!
I am very spoilt. Dad gets me whatever I want, most of the time.
Despite so, I try my best to be grounded and accept that not everything goes my way.
But I never fail to try and make my way :P
hey, who wouldn't?
I don't smoke, and don't intend too
I loathe poseurs, because they really don't know what they're talking about
I don't enjoy swimming and soccer, mainly because I can't kick the ball properly and I've had forced lessons :O
I'm pretty petrified of household insects and rats.
Oh, but i'm amazed by snakes and lizards :D.
I love singing, dancing and going nuts.
Playing in the rain is the best.
I showjump and do dressage pretty well :D
I enjoy acting up on stage, where the lights and eyes are all on me. Drama :P
I like the feeling of ecstaticism everytime I see a cute boy :)
I'm such a typical girl, haha!
hotmail ; missalicialy@hotmail.com
facebook!; pygmeepuff@yahoo.com
auf wiedersen,
xx
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30 November 20086:11 PM
Life
RED RED RED RED RED. =DMy hair is THIS red.
haha.
Outing canceled, thank dad.
ish.
Mae stayed over yesterday night.
cool.
Very soon I shall make my own campout under the 'stars'
Pea knows what i'm blahbbering about.
Murphys Law;
SMILE because tomorrow will be worse.
Avoiding me?
yes, YOU.
books! i wanna buy books!
4th I'll try alright dear =)
cuz he's just a boy.
yeah, JUST.
ciao babeh!
xx
26 November 200811:43 PM
Outing;
We've got outing plans people.
4th Dec 2008
Watch Movie/Hang out at CS.
can can?
23 November 200811:45 PM
JUNEY BABY!
Those not in bold refers to the characteristics in which i am not aware of. =)JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talk native. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talk native. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally.Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.
22 November 200811:51 PM
Reunion =)
Guten Tag =)
The BRCC reunion was a lil off but very fun =). Princsy forgot (GOSH!) so did Michelle Philo. I was seriously ready to chew someone's head off. Caroline was sick. Only about 10 people turned up. Vithya,Mae,Zoe,Mindy,Jasmine,Joy,Charmaine,MichellePhilo,Pritasha and myself. =) Well at least thats who i THINK were there. hehe. Almost everyone brought food. It was very messed up at first. Truthfully, Mae and I thought it would be screwed up, but it was awesome. =) We played Hide&Seek around my housing area. woots.
I found it very patient testing hanging around a particular someone. I seriously wish I had told her STFU when I could, but oh well, whats past is past.
Mae&Zoe&Mindy
stayedover. =)
I told two people straight in their faces,
Told them off through text though.
oh my oh my,
I really hope something goes into their heads,
Before I have to go around saving hearts.
Just now, Zoe, Mindy and I were talking about my dad's job. I don't really find it sad when my dad comes home and says, "my patient died". Never really thought about it. Yeah, someone died, but it's like reading it off the newspaper, "MOTORCYLIST DIES DUE TO ACCIDENT" do we feel sad? ugh, whatever. I'm dwelling on a certain topic that shan't be understood. =)
I find it immature when someone doesn't accept a sincere apology. It obviously shows that that particular person is in the wrong and feels bad about accepting an apology that isn't needed because he/she should be apologizing. OH WELL, we're all humans. Expect imperfection.
I currently feel uneasy because my DARLING (-.-) mom is home.
Sainara.
Auf Vidersen.
Iwannagobackhome=(
19 November 20086:40 PM
D=
Now I'm of consenting age
To be forgetting you in a cabaret
THIS Colour is because of;
but your just a boy + but your just a boy.
Has nothing to so with the people i USUALLY put in purple. =)
HOHO,
going out to CS in a bit. Oh the pain of trying to allow mommeh to let me go. It's like, tooot.
Recently feeling very downcasted,
I feel like the world has just dumped;
the sins of envy and lust on my shoulder.
Oh gosh,
Please do someone,
Wake me up from this nightmare sooner or later.
I feel like it won't stop hunting me down.
Esh.
I miss you tau.
Naik skolah pun dah different class.
Haihh, Can we buy books together?
But if you dah beli tkper.
=(
My life is like a flower/plant.
Whatever.
Grows into something nice/beautiful.
then dies off in the winter.
Right now, it's winter.
I hope spring comes soon.
I want a tint of hope,
A little ray of light,
To guide me through the days,
To wipe the tears off of my eyes.
And I do have that tint,
I hope they know that they are,
Because if I lose them,
Oh FUCK.
Ask for a penny;
You get a dime ;)
Yesterday was awesomely awesome.
Halili, theZoeKan, MaePea came over.
It was like this;
*dad calls*
Me; Hello? (I was damn sleepy, he called at 10. ugh fking early)
Dad; Alicia, get up I'm coming at 11 and i need you to send the post thing.
Me: uh uh ok.
*gets up, get ready, waitwaitwait till 11.30*
*calls dad*
Me; PAA where are you?
Dad; I can't come now, emergancy case came in, later we go
Me; UH! CAN MAE COME???
Dad; Ya ya ya ok bye.
=,='
UHHHHH I WOKE UP AT TEN JUST TO FIND OUT I WOULD WASTE 1 1/2 hours of sleep??!! *&$@ man.
HOHO, but had lotsa funn
THE ONLY(HAHA)Decent picture;
I LOVE YOU GUYS TAU!
17 November 200811:59 PM
=DD
LETTER MEME
INSTRUCTIONS:1. DO THE "LETTER MEME".
2. TAG NO LESS THAN 5 OTHER PEOPLE.
3. THEN COPY THE "HOW-TO" LETTER MEME, AND FINISH YOUR JOURNAL ENTRY.
Here:
Dear Nis (HAHA),
I dont really know how to tell you this but the mafia wants you. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me, with Geogre bush and his wife and I saw you sit on The crazy monk. I'm sure you're middle class enough to understand that we're cousins. I'm returning the couch cusions to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I always will remember our friendship.
With Ease
Alicia.
- -
Template:
Dear (the last person who text messaged you):
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).
___12___,
(Your name)
- -
1. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister
2. WHICH IS YOUR BIRTH MONTH?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April-When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes
3. WHICH FOOD DO YOU PREFER?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebabs - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife
4. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot- Sit on
Other - Drive out
5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Black- My best friend
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk
6. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed
7. YOUR MOOD RIGHT NOW?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa Doesn't Exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
8. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR WALLS IN YOUR BEDROOM?
Yellow - Your love letters
White - Your ring
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service
9. THE FIRST LETTER OF YOUR FIRST NAME?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your best friend
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college
10. THE LAST LETTER IN YOUR LAST NAME?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked
11. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO DRINK?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
12. TO WHICH COUNTRY WOULD YOU PREFER TO GO ON A VACATION?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Boo-hoo now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family
Have fun!
- -
Template:
Dear (the last person who text messaged you):
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).
___12___,
(Your name)
- -
1. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister
2. WHICH IS YOUR BIRTH MONTH?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April-When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes
3. WHICH FOOD DO YOU PREFER?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebabs - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife
4. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot- Sit on
Other - Drive out
5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Black- My best friend
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk
6. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed
7. YOUR MOOD RIGHT NOW?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa Doesn't Exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
8. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR WALLS IN YOUR BEDROOM?
Yellow - Your love letters
White - Your ring
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service
9. THE FIRST LETTER OF YOUR FIRST NAME?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your best friend
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college
10. THE LAST LETTER IN YOUR LAST NAME?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked
11. WHAT DO YOU PREFER TO DRINK?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
12. TO WHICH COUNTRY WOULD YOU PREFER TO GO ON A VACATION?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Boo-hoo now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family
Have fun!
8:21 PM
YOZ!
No, no I am not at all referring to En. Yos my OH-SO-DEARLY-MISSED middle school Science teacher. haha. I've been using my gut feeling alot these days. No longer can the facts sort things out. Simply because all the facts change every time. I find it overly irritating, don't you? To trust that the facts would help out, and in the end you find yourself in deeper shit due to your outdated facts. Oh my, very very irritating indeed.
My weekend was very energy using. Seriously, Saturday was an awesome day. Well, sparingly. I must indeed point out that i shall NEVER go out unless we plan everything properly. Well, with two groups that is. The petty conflicts are very time wasting, and they just make you lose your mood. Uh, regret. But OH WELL. What's past is past ;) But i can't shake the heartbreak. Oh yes, the heartbreak. I don't know why i hold on to you. There are others too, yet, why did i fall for you? Oh my, I find this a retorical question. I shan't answer nor do i know how to.
imissmybabyboo.
Oh so much. I'm just dying thinking of how he is doing =(. Do get better soon baby. And I shall see you once more. I really do miss him lots. Uhhh, thinking about him just makes me wanna see him even more. But, mommeh wants me to do chores, daddeh says he's seen too much of me (-.-"!!!) and driver is OH-SO blur. GOSH, do i miss Terengganu. Although I do not want to go back into a government hospital again. The place is terrible. Well, I have to give them SOME props, because I AM alive. They were fast, efficient, but;
THEY HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO POKE A NEEDLE WITHOUT MAKING ME CRY.
I found it very troublesome. The didn't even put that splint thing so that my hand is straight?!?! OH DEAR, i shall not reminisce.
I find love cliche' don't you? The though of someone being your soulmate and forever, being in love, yadayadayada. Gosh, please do wake me up from this fantasy. The heartbreak is what hits you hard. I mean, please take a look around, we're bloody humans for crying out loud, we're bound to make mistakes. No one is perfect. And even if you DO find your soulmate, you might not split up but within your relationship period, OBVIOUSLY there would be fights. Now, don't tell me there won't. TRUST me, i know.
Junior High/High School is very underestimated.
What they show in movies about the bitching and wannabe's are an underestimate of high school life. uh, i bet those of us Junior High Students already know the pain. And now a new chapter of an old problem comes up; "Boys and their eyes".
I feel very irritated when guys include the reason "...because your pretty" in the first 5 reasons why they like you. And i feel like making them lose their balls when they include the reason of "...your body". -.-' I find them very statistic. Boys, that is. In Middle School having a girlfriend is WHOA. In Junior High, having a girlfriend is normal, but having a hot one is "yummy". -.-' And in High School, losing your virginity is, awesome. OH PLEASE DO GROW UP. There is obviously more to life than what your friends think. But whatever, I forgot how typical people tend to be.
I have taken the initiative to be inspired by miss Zoe Kan by putting up pictures of our parents and us in the past. OH! Vintage fashion was very fabulous. Those miniskirts/dresses are very pretty. OOH! indeed indeed. Oh well, maybe in the next post I shall put them up. =)
but your just a boy,
you don't understand,
how it feels to love a girl.
Your reputation is one thing,
My image is another,
I don't take being counted cheap as a joke.
Next time you wanna play with someone's feelings,
Do pick a cheap bitch that'll do anything for a boy.
I've had enough of your jokes,
I ain't gonna be some toy for you.
Hey, jerk, how bout you fuck yourself for a change?
but your just a boy...
And you, please don't talk to me,
just because you wanna charm her,
because as i have said before,
"once fixed, never will be un-fixed"
because hope is one thing,
but the game your playing needs two sides.
I seriously do need a break from this boy stuff.
How did i get hooked in the first place.
Dear god.
1:12 AM
please eh,
"Without forgetting this feeling,
that I send now to the important person,
who takes the trouble to laugh,
and takes the trouble to support,
and takes the trouble to encourage always."
not always.
As nis says, "siapa makan cili terasa pedasnya"
because really, why does this have to start again?
16 November 20087:25 PM
like, seriously.
have you ever wondered why, when things do get better, they just fall apart when really needed?
because losing someone/something once, obviously means you can lose it again.
and when we try our best to keep it there, it just flutters away ever so silently.
you don't care how it hurts
No matter how hard we try, it just goes. Maybe it's fate?
Are they just fair weather friends?
do they really love you?
If you get admitted into hospital, who would visit you?
If you skinned your knee who would shout at you for being an idiot but help you up anyways?
If you cried, who would wait there until you stop just to comfort you?
what the hell for? they won't show their gratitude anyways.
Doesn't mean you can't show you care?
Because no one really knows what they got till it's gone.
Because when they do fade away, and the lose you, then they notice.
ignorance is bliss...
But when it fades away, you'll just be very empty.
And then you realize, you need them,
Then when you have them again,
We celebrate the good times,
Then we forget how much we love them,
Because we've planted it in so deep.
Then they fade....
and it starts all over.
Really, if i could i just want everything to clear out.
I wanna sort out the facts,
but why the fcuk do they change every single time?
i miss 07'
i swear,
i just wanna go back and let it repeat,
over and over and over again,
i went the extra mile,
and so did everyone,
didn't it feel so good?
byebye.
i currently have nothing else to say.
but your just a boy...
12:15 AM
Again.
Just because i fall in and out of love easily doesn't mean you can take me for granted.If i were a boy,
I think i would understand,
How it feels to love a girl,
I swear I'd be a better man.
I'd listen to her,
Cuz i know how it hurts,
When you lose the one you wanted,
Cuz he's taking you for granted,
And everything you have got destroyed.
but i guess they're just boys,
they don't understand,
how to it feels to love a girl,
someday they'll wish they were better men.
they don't listen to her,
they don't care how it hurts,
until they lose the one they wanted,
cuz they're taking her for granted,
and everything they have got destroyed.
but your just a boy...
yeah, now and till high school is over.
"why would a woman want a boy in her life now and get her heart broken later when she can wait till later and get a man with no broken hearts on the way?"-E
yeah. why?
no hard feelings guys, not like we were ever together right?
=P
15 November 200811:14 PM
ViThYa says: (3:12:35 PM)
i like someone
AliciaLY | VLV says: (3:12:54 PM)
WHOA
AliciaLY | VLV says: (3:12:55 PM)
WHO?
AliciaLY | VLV says: (3:12:56 PM)
HAHAHAHA
ViThYa says: (3:13:02 PM)
lol
ViThYa says: (3:13:05 PM)
i dunno
AliciaLY | VLV says: (3:13:08 PM)
=,='
AliciaLY | VLV says: (3:13:11 PM)
my foot?
ViThYa says: (3:13:17 PM)
i think
ViThYa says: (3:13:32 PM)
i mean he's cute and all but he's a jerk
HAHHAHHA, my fooot. awesome way to start my day. =D
tooodlesss
5:53 AM
RINDU.
aiyah, i miss mae la. that stupid pea head had to go for St. John camp. pfffft.aiyah. bye la.
4:25 AM
CS
=D.
went to CS today with mindy.
AWESOME SHIT.
hahaha, the plan was to watch movie w/ Mr.C but tak jadi.
Smexi was mesmorized by my cleavage. PERV.
HAHAHHA.
too lazy to update about everyth la.
had fun, the end.
now i'm sure, it's more than a like, but still no where near love.
13 November 20086:45 PM
NEW EMAIL =D
UPDATEE;
missalicialy@hotmail.com
ADD ADD ADD =D
a MUCH MUCH less embarrassing email =D.
9:26 AM
haircut.
ignore the FKed up face. it's 1 and i cut my hair few hours ago due to depression. not THAT much but noticable difference. gay. anyways it'll grow back in a few days. =)
6:24 AM
heartbreak.
heartbreak.heartbreak.
but i love you lots, so i ignore my feelings.
yet,
for the first time,
although I want to help,
although my mind says help,
my heart tells me to not bother.
to a certain point,
being nice to everyone,
regardless of how i feel,
just isn't worth it when others just don't see my sacrifice.
It's not you,
it's the other people,
sorry you got affected.
because number one,
your sweet.
but number one,
you seem as if you don't care.
because number two,
your so fun to be with.
but number two,
your never what you say you are.
because number three,
i'm crazy about you.
but number three,
no one has ever been oh so crazy for me.
but the bottom line i guess is,
"who would want to wait for a girl like you"
and i know my friends aren't gonna bother,
although I always bother,
I'm too nice,
I've made too many fair weather friends,
I don't know who isn't.
12 November 20084:23 AM
that somebodehhh
your on my mind dude,
always.
:P
you still owe me a hug&&kiss,
Today was fairly interesting, i mean, who would rate, seeing a monkey falling into a trashcan and tipping it over and this huge rat running out, causing people going into cardiac arrest, tripping over, loosing their voice and so on, down? HAHA. joke.
Eda said I'm pretty. WHOA. She also says having big butts cause us to not being able to ride using our seatbone. WHOA. And also that BBs (not Boys Brigade =,=') and riding do not go. WHOAAAA. HAHAHAH, this was a first episode on, "wise words from Eda Wong". HAHA. i really didn't know all this. a-MAE-zing. Credits to miss MUTCY. So this means, being not-so-curvy isn't a big deal. whooo! =,='
been getting up late lately. my holiday resolution of waking up at 6 to go for jogs seem to only have taken a first attempt and is currently on pause. OHMYGOSHY. I feel fat. I know people will slap me if i say this because i'm on the verge of being underweight. whatever. I put on weight, but it's at my tummy. wtsex? I feel pregnant. HAHA, serious. I have to do more situps and jogs. ohdeardearflabjelly. I have to find the on-active button in me somewhere. maybe it's under all these fats. ohgay.
i went to meet SSI-ians today. well, some. Jasmine&co. were there. SOMEBODY MADE ME WALK IN THE RAIN. seriously. I was as INNOCENT as ever, walking into SSI to go through the back gate, and this tudunger was like,
"GIRL, why you wearing like that"
(i swear, i was wearing a black tank top&jeans, can't get more innocent alright?) and i put on my english/american accent,
" oh sorry, i didn't realize i broke the dress code. would you mind if i pass through the school to get to the other entrance, it IS raining"
and ohmyjellybean, you know what she did? her mouth was like gawping, i guess cuz i look indian/malay/dark-asian and have this slang. she was SO OBVIOUSLY impressed+jealous (not self praising but, seriously) And she was so obviously lost for words, she said TRYING to put on a slang =,=!!
"no, no use that way (points to the road)"
WTF, it was RAINING, and she wanted me to walk in the open??? Fk that btch. but whatever. i gave her a look and i walked off. and i felt so glamorous walking in the rain. HAHA i have no idea why but i just did. anyways, i got to the back entrance, and jasmine was waving. haha. she's so adorable. anyways when everyone got out. all the Malay girls gave me tak puas hati looks, AS USUAL. LJ was cute. haha we was trying to be taller than me. LOL. Big, i mean, TALL dreams kid. :P haha, i saw carolkuti and soon she stole my phone to call her beloved. OH PLEASE, I need a break from whatever they were talking about. Took a picture w/ mr. CLJ, i gave him the opportunity to be tall-er. hehe. awesome day. oh yes, i sent carol home.
I felt like a total stranger at pasar. Everyone was in, what seemed to be PJ's or aphek shorts or whatev. and i was in jeans, a very fashionable grey&hotpink&limegreen shirt with my aviator sunnies, in pumps and hooped ear-rings. but it wasn't like i dressed like this FOR the pasar. I was OTW home from checking out property with daddeh. might soon move to Taman Polo in Leisure Farm. Daddy is gonna build a 18,000 square feet, one-storey bungalow. AWESOME. and i can cycle to the Equestrian Center. WHOOOOOO. But whatever, all these pasar people were whistling. TOOOOOOT. i would slap them if i could. no class, no dignity guys. CHEAP I SAY, CHEAP! haha. And all these minahs in their weird tight tight clothes& dresses were like, gawping =,='. I am NEVER going to the pasar again. NEVER. giant, maybe.wetmarkets, NEVER.
BRCC reunion is confirmed. 22nd Nov, my place, people invited SHOULD know who they are. bring your food and stuff. ILY guys!
Oh yes, This Saturday who is free? Daddy gave green light to go out and watch the coffin =D but only in JB. CS. can? can? can? PLEASEEEEEEEE. parent-less.
alrighty guys. update done. =D
youknowyouloveme
xx
07 November 20088:57 PM
think,
you've somehow charmed me,
people have warned me about you,
i am still doubting you.
yet somehow,
you cross my mind a few times,
i flirt around with you,
and you do to with me,
you said you liked me,
i said maybe sooner or later the factors would permit.
i'll be seeing you soon,
oh gosh i can't wait.
when you stopped texting me,
i didn't really care,
now i'm wondering,
why why why?
do i like you?
or is it just another mixed emotion.
i feel a tinge of guilt everytime i tell myself i'm falling for someone else,
your nice, sweet, not bad looking, and your personality is charming,
i tell myself your no good for me,
but things prove otherwise,
if your serious about me,
i'll be serious about you too.
but like i said,
"i'll only date you when you _____"
haha,
till then,
ILikeY.
05 November 200812:31 AM
upcoming parties and shayt.
hehe. nissy's friend Esha very nice uh. =DD huhu nice nice person. hope to have many many more convys with her.days have been boring seriously. blehh. today went for extra class. sat with fara. haha nis kept complaining to me about GWE. well well, chill babe.
Ok so i guess this is still the start of the hols eh. wooot. =DD ok so whats up and on afterr my comp. well, Training training and more training. =DDD also ALOT of parties, lunchens, dinner stuff. OH GAY. lol most i'm looking forward to is BRCC reunion man. OOH. awesome =DD.
The BRCC reunion arrangements are as followed:
Date; 22nd November 2008.
Time; BRCC actors-(12pm- 6pm)
invited people- (3pm-6pm)
the actors, we are going to do some practice sessions and a video shoot. =DD.
Place; 52, Jln Suria Muafakat 2, Taman Suria Muafakat, 80350, JB, Johor, Malaysia.
All actors MUST come. if you don't, I'll drag your asses there.
RSVP; By the 18th Nov 2008. it is important you RSVP.
Contact me by email/MSN/call/sms. if you don't hv my number, ask arnd.
This is a potluck, so, bring food, drinks, whatever. And bring it in bulk. HOHO. there'll be about erk, 25++ of us. and vithya, bring brownies. A MUST. hehehe.
Those who come empty handed, will be thrown out.
Actors; if you don't bring anything, I'll make you wash dishes and clean my room(this applies to anyone). HAHA. MAE KNOWS THE PAIN.hehe. and i am serious. those who had to use some stuff from home or borrow, please do bring it along. I can only supply what I am meant to supply. =D any questions, ask me or MAEPEA. huhu.
Invited folks; if you are invited. AWESOME. because i want this to be the biggest event of the year. and you ppl attending will make it happen yo! I'll jot down list of invitees in the upcoming posts. If your name ain't in it, well, i either forgot, OR you ain't invited.
Non invited folks: don't bother turning up. you will be locked out/escorted out by security. HOHO.
erhps, yeah thats it. WAKAKA. anything else that i left out will be updated. keep checking back for more updates.
right, now that's settled we shall move on to other stuff. Like, errr. HAHA idk. posted about BRCC i guess.
fine then buy buy peoplessss.
cheerio!
02 November 20087:26 PM
NHS =DDDDDD
WEEEEE~ NHS was awesome. =D pictures pictures. Lazy to blog about what happened.
one thing; I was 6 marks into winning the championship, then i got sick. TOOOOOT.
At the beach with cuzzie.
mr. senett.
