13 November 20086:24 AM
heartbreak.
heartbreak.heartbreak.
but i love you lots, so i ignore my feelings.
yet,
for the first time,
although I want to help,
although my mind says help,
my heart tells me to not bother.
to a certain point,
being nice to everyone,
regardless of how i feel,
just isn't worth it when others just don't see my sacrifice.
It's not you,
it's the other people,
sorry you got affected.
because number one,
your sweet.
but number one,
you seem as if you don't care.
because number two,
your so fun to be with.
but number two,
your never what you say you are.
because number three,
i'm crazy about you.
but number three,
no one has ever been oh so crazy for me.
but the bottom line i guess is,
"who would want to wait for a girl like you"
and i know my friends aren't gonna bother,
although I always bother,
I'm too nice,
I've made too many fair weather friends,
I don't know who isn't.