13 January 20094:14 AM
Tears.
Somehow, wondering if you ever really did like me, is the most painful thing i've ever gone through.
I wanna update about today, I really do. But i just feel so disgusted with myself for what i did in drama. The thing i chose to share with everyone. It makes me feel so exposed and vounerable when I show the side of me i showed in drama. I felt so hopeless and helpless. I don't like feeling like that. Whatever lah, If i have the mood i'll update. Till then;
sainara
xx
How could you live with guilt like that?