18 March 20099:13 PM
P.S, I actually DO love you
Val knows what my title actually means.=)
Alright, back to basics,
Yes I am in love/out of love.
I've always been actually.
And now things have gotten worse I guess.
I made a BIG mistake yesterday and on Monday I think.
okay, no if I only did either one, its okay.
BUT I DID BOTH.
URGHLDAHSDBCAHDBFKHBSVCAKHFBCVKAFEBV.
two no mistakes come together and become the worst thing in my life.
ARGH.
Four lines, made my whole perspective change;
Cuz when you love someone, and they break your heart, don't give up on love; Have faith restart.
And then it got me thinking, what if that person still has my heart? Cuz, when someone breaks something, if they reaaaaaaaaly sayang it, they would like, put it back together and keep it right? And if they're keeping it, I could only be in love with THAT person ONLY. right? Cuz when it comes down to it, maybe that person didn't mean to break it. Maybe it was by accident?OH THE LOVE OF KNOWING.
VAL! NOW I KNOW WHY P.S IS LIKE THAT! =DDD
"Fine. Suit urself. I will do anything to make u hate me".
I'm tired of this, please. Give it back.
or keep it safe, at least.
My holidays are very boring. I swear. I finished Chem and Geo alrd. Only left with Lit and MT. Geo is mainly the ppt. GAH. boring boring. I'm going to KL in an hour. Bringing my hwk. LIKE DUH ok. damnit. I'm talking to Nis about calamine lotion?? HAHAHA. I'm supposed to go to Niloo's school tomorrow you know! SAS! BUT I"M IN KL. URGH. ok no, GOING TO KL SOON. ARGHHH. BLABLABLA. I'm so hyperly-depressed. gah. Oh yea, did you know, I'm going crooked. ;)
xx
ciao.
muah muah!