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Love is so overrated ;D
RajaAliciaBintiRajaAmin
Nis calls me Ali, Almost everyone calls me Aly, Alicia is fine too :D
If i told you I was a lil bit of German, a lil bit Chinese and a lil more of Malay, would you still love me?
06061995-now
do your calculations :)
I'm a gemini as you can see, and I like my life like this, not that
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I love my baldi too, veryvery much.
I'm into nice people, and i think guys look better with broad shoulders :O.
I'm also very attracted to shy guys. WOW
Personality over looks.
but looks is always a bonus!
I don't like being in love unless i really have to.
Don't say ily, cuz i get scared ;D
well hanisah is an exception
Single? Me? Heee!
I am very spoilt. Dad gets me whatever I want, most of the time.
Despite so, I try my best to be grounded and accept that not everything goes my way.
But I never fail to try and make my way :P
hey, who wouldn't?
I don't smoke, and don't intend too
I loathe poseurs, because they really don't know what they're talking about
I don't enjoy swimming and soccer, mainly because I can't kick the ball properly and I've had forced lessons :O
I'm pretty petrified of household insects and rats.
Oh, but i'm amazed by snakes and lizards :D.
I love singing, dancing and going nuts.
Playing in the rain is the best.
I showjump and do dressage pretty well :D
I enjoy acting up on stage, where the lights and eyes are all on me. Drama :P
I like the feeling of ecstaticism everytime I see a cute boy :)
I'm such a typical girl, haha!
hotmail ; missalicialy@hotmail.com
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auf wiedersen,
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30 April 20097:14 AM
Mayday Parade.
"i swear that you don't have to go,"
I do, sorry baby.
I'd rather a scar to a thought,
scar to a thought,
scar to a thought,
scar to a thought,
scar to a thought.
three times more if you do.
because i'm a 70
70,
70,
70,
70,
70.
Look me in the eye, and tell me you love me.
70-30
scar to a thought
xx
29 April 20096:34 AM
FINALLY UPDATING LAH OK.
MYE IS COMING AND IT SUCKS.I know some people THINK that I'm so relaxed,
when I HAVE to be.
because they don't know the PSYCHO BITCH i turn into when i'm not.
Shall not elaborate.
Ilovemyboyfriendok?
Once upon a time, I kept texting in class, cuz I needed to take my mind off studies. Oh forget it. Explanations not needed.
Why am I so different when it comes to everything else?
IF ANY TEACHERS ARE READING THIS, DON"T HOLD IT AGAINST ME;
tmr i'm going to school to STUDY with my boyfriend ok.
and i will get GOOD MARKS for MATHS.
I PRAY,
AHHHHHH, I'm losing my mind lah please.
there is a REASON i rock in acting.
I like HAPPY, don't you?
xx
ciaox.
P.S; ILY.
17 April 20095:16 AM
what hurts the most. was never knowing.
Happy Birthday Mr Yiu.ok, I love my form teacher lah k. The best FT everrrr.
ok, and I love my classmates ok. 2A rawks.
1)SYF
3)Resignation
4)Partay
5) 1 year.
Have you ever wanted to prove yourself so badly, but no matter what you do, they don't believe you?
Have you ever desired a happy ending that you KNOW is impossible but you work your way to it and then it fails and you feel as if you never expected it?
Have you ever tried again, and when you fail again, it hurts twice as much?
Have you just poured your heart out twice in a lifespan of four months and got nothing but empty words in return?
Have you ever tried fixing something you KNOW you can't, but you still do it, with tears streaming down your face, and the frustration boiling up, you fumble with it even more, and you KNOW there is no answer, but you keep finding for it, its like a glass that fell and shattered into a million pieces, and your trying to glue them all together again and everything is just going wrong, but you still try because you ARE right and you wanna prove to yourself that you can do it?
Have you ever tried to be so strong, to prove to everyone you can endure all this shit, and the truth is you ARE strong, this is making you even stronger, but then the feeling of exhaustion is catching onto you and you need to lean on someone, but then there is no one there, and all that being strong seemed so worthless and you just break down and show everyone the weak little thing you are?
Can't my parents freaking listen to me?
Can't i freaking get over Syafiq???????
FUCK
xx
16 April 20095:49 AM
I thought we could wait for the fireworks.
Countdown:1. SYF
2. Party
3.Resignation
4.Peace&Zen for 24 hours
5. 1 year ;D
I'm like, so freaking tired lah please. I'm going to bed at 9.30 today. gah! can't take this. One down, 4 to go. today I wasn't really THAT excited. It was mixed feelings. I was VERY semangat this morning though, so yeah, counted as an excited day. After my excitement days, I've got Speech day. dayum. So today, SYF was awesome. We were so excited, though i cocked up my lines a lil at the end, it doesn't matter. After SYF I went to CWP with Juniors, Sylv, Dian and the phsyco emo shit-ass. i'm not gonna be nice. My darrrling son was so cute lah. ;) Oh wellies, got soo tired, so i went back. HAHA, I think i saw alfie? oh wdv. Went to SR and got that THANG we need for tomorrow. =D. I won't live through P.E. exhaustion much? Geog will be cool, chemistry will be boring. CDP, well thats a different issue.
I swear that you don't have to go, I thought we could wait for the fireworks.
I thought we could wait for the snow, to wash over georgia and kill the hurt.
I thought i could live in your arms, and spend every moment I had with you.
Stay up all night with the stars, and confess all the faith that I had in you.
Too late, i'm sure and lonely.
Another night, another dream wasted on you.
xx
15 April 20097:07 AM
Taken for granted,
I hate the human race, cuz we take SO many things for granted.We really don't know what we got till its gone.
We THINK everything is fine,
and don't realize we're slipping until we fall and hit ourselves hard.
Hell yeah, ignorance is bliss.
But don't forget, the pain strikes harder that way.
your so freaking lucky lah, you get to at least talk and hang out with that person, and now you wanna complain? My place is NO WHERE better. Please think before you ask stupid questions and make IDIOTIC decisions. You don't know what its like to get over someone, and then get those wounds opened up again. You don't know how much it hurts to see that persons face during days when I truly do not want to see him. It hurts when your forced to make yourself believe everything is ok, when it so isn't. IGNORANCE IS BLISS. but if you fall, good luck.
No pain, no gain.
I've got the guts to let go, you keep saying you want to, but your not.
SYF is tomorrow, I'm so tired, Justin pissed me off to the apple core today.
Bitch.
My 3-day-excitement marathon has started.
xx
muax
1. SYF
2. Partay&Resignation
3.One Year ;)
14 April 20097:30 AM
Class Bloggie.
Yay, I L-O-V-E 2A.
haha, the blog is fabulous, so yeah thanks.
I'll try my best to update what I can, but oh wellies!
Today was tiring, the end. gosh.
xx
syf is on thursday,
resignation&celebration on friday,
partay on saturday, and....
one year babeh ;)
"is it really just another crush?"
11 April 20096:07 AM
Octet,
There is something about the song, cry by both rihanna and mandy moore so true, as well as i'm not missing you by stacy orrico and also Almost by JennyC. OH LOL.fifis sucks alot, ok now, is my blog interesting??
its like so annoying lah please, no one ever reads this blog, so idk why i bother posting stuff, thinking someone would care, and in the end i get the stereotype of attention whore, like, get a life lah please. I blog for people who care, not for people who don't. Cuz you know, I barely show my shitty side in person, because i like being nice and considerate, and i take it out at home and my parents hate me to shits for it, so yeah be grateful.
So anyways, today was boring. haha, no surprise. I'm going riding tomorrow. SYF is in 5 days, ok 4. and that means 5 days to my resignation. whoo! =D
xx
bevienda!
1:39 AM
BOO you.
iamsodamnpissedatmyparentslahplease.
godielah.
idon'twantyoutocareaboutmeforafewdays,can?
Iwannarunawayandcomebackonlywheniwantto.
Whythefcukdon'tyouletmelivemylife.
Iwannagrowupmyway.
Iwannalearnfrommymistakessoletmemakesomeforfreakssake!
fuck it.
09 April 200910:39 PM
Off time,
I finally got some off time,from school and everything,
GOOD FRIDAY.
See the good?
Well, I ain't getting any. :(
I've been wayyyy to busy this week to update my sacred bloggie. I swear, i misss my lappie so much.
Okay, moment of truth, I had my SYF full-dress on Tuesday, It was soooooooooooo bad. I screwed up my lines and blockings. ah, wtf. Then Wednesday I had CIP, we spent 1 and a half hours at sheng siong looking for THICK mango, peach, strawberry cordinals or powder for our MilkSHAKEitSHAKEit™ LAWL. bought this cocktail drink which looked alcoholic, but wasn't. LOL. OH WELLIESSSS,
Yesterday was so goddamn cool lah ok please. LOL. We had to go ACS for last min rehersal, cuz tuesday was crap ok. So we went at like, 7.30am and reached at 8 and practiced till 9. Shan and I have the same hair style ok! she looks more cleopatra than me laaaaa but rehersals were better and then had to back to class! =.=' damn uh. Doing my COA with Sylv, recess was fked up. I got so annoyed with the rules in the council board lah please. I am so waiting for my resignation, Friday morning i don't care I am giving it to miss ang along with my tie, pray to god my mom has written a letter. okay, moving on, maths was fine, I didn't pay attention then when i heard how confusing it was, zoop! i woke up and listened and asked a million questions. HAHA, semangattt. Drama after school was awesome lah ok. DEEPAN BRUISED ME LIKE FUCK. my ARMS ARE BRUISED AND HURT ALOT. and someone scratched me during the fight scene. the bruises are from deepan grabbing me, during the break up scene, and like telling me off. scary sia if a real boyfriend does that. :S ABUSE. LOL HAHAHAA.
I wanna go Niloo's house today, but daddy don't let :(
Comparisons are easily done, once you've had a taste of perfection, like an apple hanging from a tree, i picked the ripest one, but i still got the seed. you said move on, where do i go...?
xx
ciao
05 April 20095:49 AM
One second!
boomshakalaka!I'm random again today. =D shalalalalala~ I ate dinner already, currently skipping mengaji. ;D weee~ Nothing interesting happened today thou. I'm so wanting to go to school tomorrow. yay!
xx
03 April 20097:49 PM
oh tush tush
L O L.I'm sorry for my sudden outburst yesterday.reading quotes on the internet does no good to me. haha. I smell of dog shampoo. Dutchess is sooooo annoying. She's barking at Zulu. Gah. I'm awake at this hour to give her a bath. shayt. I am so tired ok. I need to get rid of my eyebags lah. Stupid school. School makes children non-children. morning highness.
Yesterday was gay. G-A-Y gay! shalalalala! =.=' I did car directing duty and i saw so many people. well, DUH alicia, its school! -.- ok i mean, i saw so many people i know. ;D Assembly was fine. I actually miss the announcements, especially when i was doing it. It was like, so short, so empty. =( OH WELLIES!
We had 2.4 run yst. It was terrible. How the hell did i manage 12 mins last year? I got 15 mins this year. Rubbish man. SO unfit. lawl. I ran with Natasha. Got 34th place? Gosh, sucked to the max ok.
Every other lesson was so-so. My team screwed up Geo. Cuz we had too much to present and allowed only 10 mins max. They added in new slides and i could not summarize it. Chem was as usual. MISS GUO IGNORED ME AGAIN. WHATEVER LAH.
CDP was a CIP session. I find it totaly irritating lah. someone was being troublesome, and not going through all the facts before bringing up an idea. Kinda hard to work with people like that.
Went to 711 with Jun Liang, Nat and Aisyah. I reaaaaaaaally needed to go to cwp to change money. And I suddenly felt so freaking generous, I thought of buying KFC for all drama SYF members. =D whaha! So Nat followed me to change money and we bought KFC. While waiting, this HOT ok HOT dude, he was a mix, I'm very sure of that, was there. I was like telling nat and bragging and going OH MY GOD and all sorts. typical teenage girl. oh wellies.
Back to school, told everyone and we assembled at the canteen to eat. haha FARIS WAS TRYING TO KILL ME! hahahahaha lame lah! he was stuffing popcorn chicken into my mouth non-stop. stupid ok. I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD, I COULD NOT CHEW. ahahaha.. Boyfriend was being oh-so lame laah. oh yess, SOMEBODY WAS BLUSHING SOOO HARD CUZ HER BOYFRIEND WAS EXPRESSING HIS LOVE. ahem, ahem. "you want the thigh, or the breast?" AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA HAHHAHAHHAHA, sorry sorry. Inside joke. Chicken. lol lol lol.
We only got a de-brief about Preview Night. It was quite good. I needed to talk to Mr. Sha about make-up arangements and stuff so I stayed on. I GOT ALOT of stupid pictures and videos of Mr Sha i say. aahem ahem. hahaha. :P
Went back with Dian =D met Nat at causeway. WOW ok. we chatted and chatted. Saw this mom who just could not get her son out of the baby chair. It was so stupid ok. I texted a person, and the person surprisingly replied and now i understand the whole picture already ok. OH WELLIES!
Went back with Li and Nazri. =D Met Fathin at customs and me did alot of laughing and screaming again. OH ELL!
xx
and just when i got over you, you smiled and made my heart melt.
fcuk you biatch!
8:21 AM
| "I was finally getting over you and actually believing I didn't need you. I was finally accepting you had another girl. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all." |
WHY OH WHY. OHMYFREAKINGGOD.
xx
02 April 20096:52 AM
oh, boo you.
hello! ;DI went to school today as usual but the bus was freaking late ok. I thought I had planned to go to school with Thomas but he said no? I was so effing confused. Went to school with Lavania, talliehoos happened.
First morning of mine doing new morning duty. The vest is funnnnnnnnn, but SOMEBODEH who had a spider in her hair asked me to put my hands behind my back. LOL. Then she was like, "eh, no direct the cars. Then put on music and follow the beat" AHAHAHA. joker eh head c? and i swear, during the speeches, RACHELLE WAS SOOOOOOOOO CUTE. haha.
English was super suckey alright. I TOTALY forgot to do the news share thang. damnit, and Mr. Yiu was super angry. alaah.
The rest of the school day was per normal. Bleh
I LOVE DRAMA. lots ok. we did a run through and did our preview. AWESOMENESSSSS. sooo many people where there ok. s-c-a-r-y! but we pulled it off and we toasted sparkling juice? hahaha deepan and i were acting drunk after a sip. lol. took many many pictures with Mr. Suka. and when i say many I mean MANY ok. like we took a picture with everyone times 100? lol. camwhore, i know. I like my costume and i like lavania's dress cuz its mine. HAHAH
After drama juniors and I decided to go out to celebrate. haha went to civic mac and got something to eat. some weirdo came and i got super scared ok. I was like, "i count to three we all run away" HAHAHA. they should know what i'm talking about. It was so fun lah.
would LOVE to elaborate but I'm currently struggling with Geo.
Fcuk.
I love that brand.
xx