17 April 20095:16 AM
what hurts the most. was never knowing.
Happy Birthday Mr Yiu.ok, I love my form teacher lah k. The best FT everrrr.
ok, and I love my classmates ok. 2A rawks.
1)SYF
2)Celebration
3)Resignation
4)Partay
5) 1 year.
Have you ever wanted to prove yourself so badly, but no matter what you do, they don't believe you?
Have you ever desired a happy ending that you KNOW is impossible but you work your way to it and then it fails and you feel as if you never expected it?
Have you ever tried again, and when you fail again, it hurts twice as much?
Have you just poured your heart out twice in a lifespan of four months and got nothing but empty words in return?
Have you ever tried fixing something you KNOW you can't, but you still do it, with tears streaming down your face, and the frustration boiling up, you fumble with it even more, and you KNOW there is no answer, but you keep finding for it, its like a glass that fell and shattered into a million pieces, and your trying to glue them all together again and everything is just going wrong, but you still try because you ARE right and you wanna prove to yourself that you can do it?
Have you ever tried to be so strong, to prove to everyone you can endure all this shit, and the truth is you ARE strong, this is making you even stronger, but then the feeling of exhaustion is catching onto you and you need to lean on someone, but then there is no one there, and all that being strong seemed so worthless and you just break down and show everyone the weak little thing you are?
Can't my parents freaking listen to me?
Can't i freaking get over Syafiq???????
FUCK
xx