14 May 20096:12 AM
Guilt.
I want to,
I need to,
But you make me feel so bad doing so.
The cold shiny metal on my skin.
The crimson red water slowly escaping.
Its all a sin.
A pleasurable sin.
Its not easy letting go of this.
It never will be.
I love you.
But I love the scars because of you too.
I know i'm a bitch to do so.
But its not that easy.
I am guilty.
But its just so hard.
xx