10 May 20094:28 AM
Motha's Day.
Dear Momma,
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOMMA!
because today is your special day I didn't tell you what a pain you were to me.
I swear you drive me up the wall 24/7 and all i want is peace from you.
I didn't get you a present because you nagged me because i woke up at 12.45,
I've been getting up at 4am everyday and woke up at 7.45 yesterday.
I needed my sleep. Yet you still nagged.
oh wells, there went your present.
I planned to go to CS with poppa and buy the;
WILD CHERRY™ package worth RM339
from THEBODYSHOP™
So now you know, nagging doesn't help.
LOTSA LOVE,
Alicia
xx
Call me mean/heartless/wdv, I don't really give a shit right now. Just because its mothers day doesn't mean she isn't a bitch. I gave her a hug in the morning and wished her happy mothers day despite her mouth, which said;
"You from being a vet into a actress. Hopeless already lah. Your a bloody disgrace. Does god really hate me enough to give me such a failure of a daughter."
It really does hurt, you know, yet I still listen to you sometimes. I still call you my mom, I still love you alot ok. So what if I like my fashion a lil mix of punk-boho? so what if my bangs are long? so what if i'm not miss perfectionist? Everyone is different. I'm NOT you. Remember that please. If you don't like my room, don't come into it. Its my mothafucking life you bitch.
And you daddy, its MY life. who gives a shit if its your roof? I can just pack my bags and stay with someone in SG. I love you, thats why I stay. But your just so, URGH!
Today was a very interesting day. My hate level for my parents went up. I'm really so tempted to just packing my bags and running away you know. Bitches.
Danial isn't online. Well, he is, but he's away. Gah.
I mugged for maths. I'm such a loser at maths. I can't understand it. I mean, I know the technique, just how the fuck do i mix it with the others and apply it? I fucking HATE HATE HATE MATH. I'm gonna fail on Tuesday. And my dad will see the results. And he will say I never study. If only he knew, if i were to stress myself on math. If only he knew, what would happen. And baby, yeah it happened again, cuz i mugged. sorry.
Trimmed my hair. I don't really like it. :( stupid hair controversy. UGH. I trim, don't like. I don't trim, don't like. WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO LAH FATHER? CUT BOTAK? I"M A GIRL FOR GODS SAKE.
Hand hurts. Gah. I hate piano too. Exams on the 16th of June. Premier cup on the 18th. I need to settle stuff. ARGH. Stress stress stress. Stupid exam period. Stupid school, stupid math.
I like Super Junior. ;D they're so awesome. Also SS501. They're cool too. And I love the song "more than words" the Frankie J version the most. Also "hush hush" by PCD.
" I never needed you to be strong, I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs, I never needed pain, I never needed strain. My love for you was strong enough you should've known. I never needed you for judgement, I never needed you to question what i do. I never asked for help, I take care of myself." Get that in your head mother.
ARGH. SO IRRITATING LAH.
wanna cut. need to cut. I WANT MY FREAKING PENKNIVES! :'(
Give em' back! :(
xx